6 hours ago
6 hours ago

I love you all and thank you for your messages. Had a bit of a BPD meltdown this evening. A long conversation with my boyfriend helped. Thank you, Orlando. I love you

6 hours ago

somewhereineverland:

having social anxiety is bad because you cant have any relationships with anyone without spending all of your time consumed with thoughts like “they all hate me, they all laugh at me, they all think i’m annoying, everyone hates me and they don’t care about me at all”

so don’t fucking go around acting like having anxiety in social situations is cool because its not and it fucking sucks 

(Source: milkflc, via restor-ed)

"I’m falling apart again but I’m too tired to care."
Anonymous said : How do you plan on killing yourself tonight? 

i dont

"The hardest thing about depression is that it is addictive. It begins to feel uncomfortable not to be depressed. You feel guilty for feeling happy."

i am so fucking sorry

got the biggest urge to cut now

i just want to be dead

im sorry

i’m scared about what I might do to myself tonight

i’m scared about what I’m capable of in this mindset

Anonymous said : You're not unloved. People do love you. And if he's worth it, he will show you just how much you mean to him. 

no

he’s worth it

just i’m not